
Ash Hudson by Samuel Ramirez for PANSY Magazine

So I downloaded an app that can apply makeup to your face digitally just to see how I’d look and how well the app works, and I am at peace with the results 😌
you are so lovely
So I, personally, have not seen that many pictures of plus size trans guys of colour with a hair type like my own. I’ve always wanted it short, but feared that it would look wrong with my body type. It took me a long time to realise that what I want should not be held back by the opinions of other people. This is what I wanted so this is what I got. I’m proud of how far my confidence has come, and I can’t wait for how it will grow in the future. I hope this provides a good reference for those who also want to cut their hair

So lately iv been really trying to go full time all the time, iv made sure to correct people when they use the wrong name or pronoun. It’s been super hard but things are improving so much!
I also actually went on a date as me for the first time since my transition, it was exciting and I was so freaking nervous, but he was such a gentlemen, he opened the door for me and said I was more beautiful in person. ☺️
It made me feel so much more confident, I worry all the time about not looking female enough, but iv realized the more I concentrate on that the worse it gets, it’s still a struggle to keep that thought out of my mind but it’s getting better
9 months on hormones ~